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My wishes my dreams my hopes my screams my demons I see in my mind I'm free

The light in your eyes has dimmed to gray as though your heart is broken

A storm inside raging across my mind wind whipping at my soul rain blinding me from my course lightening giving me a brief glimpse of hope darkness keeping me cold and alone My heart aches and I don't know why

Passion Heat upon heat flesh against flesh Desire Longing Your touch Your kiss My arms around you Making love

You fill my mind My thoughts are always of you Your touch your kisses passion builds So much to handle So much to experience These are my words These are my feelings I belong to you and no one else

It rained today So I went outside The water felt cool Against my skin I stood there Until I was soaking wet I looked towards the sky My eyes closed Feeling the rain drops hitting my face Sliding down my chin And I was free Nothing else mattered And as fast as the feeling came It was gone

I miss Your touch Your kiss Your soft voice As you whisper to me I miss Your laugh Your smile Your eyes Sparkling In the light I miss Your love Your heart Holding you in my arms I miss..... You

I don't want to die No euology No memories by those left behind No ashes to ashes or dust to dust I don't want my last ride But.... From the moment we're born We start to die From dust we came To dust we shall return Do I hasten the process Do I end it all now? Is it easier to slit a vein And watch my life's blood flow Those left behind will wonder They will question They will try to make sense of it all There will be no answers No comfort No closure Only emptiness and disbelief Is death truly the answer?

Surrounded By decay By the darkness The unkept graves cry out Dead flowers litter the ground The lost The forgotten No longer in our thoughts Left to rot To decompose Food for the worms and maggots Grave stones barely there Crumbling The epithets illegible Crumbling to dust From earth we came To earth shall we return